RIP my beautiful Husband Craig

It’s been a while since I had used this blog. I had bad news from Galway.   My beautiful husband Craig had passed away Tuesday morning 18th December 2018.  I am having a hard time moving forward and living without him now.  I’m very much heartbroken because I have been taking care of him basically for the 11 years we have been together.  I was going to view a house in Killea (Ireland) and after the viewing (it was raining out too) I got the call from Galway hospital since he was going down there to get a stent put in.  He wasn’t feeling well and kept going in and out of consciousness and then his heart stopped.  They used CPR for 50 minutes and then stopped.

I called a couple of my aunts because I was heading back at home in letterkenny.  I didn’t know what to do either go Letterkenny or Derry to be with family and friends.  So I chosen Derry because I didn’t want to be alone. I called my friend Lorraine who I used to work with back in the 90s and told her what happened.  She immediately called for a taxi and told me to come straight over to her work.

I was too upset because Craig was the love of my life and I couldn’t believe that he is gone.  I tried getting in touch with family because they were ones I could turn to.  But I couldn’t get in touch with any of them until I made contact with my uncle Joe D.

I was so confused and didn’t know what to do.  Joe helped me a lot through this hard time I am going through and he is still helping me out for what he could.  He is a life saver.

I was going through Craig’s ipad and saw his last picture that he had taken of him in the hospital 4 days before his death.

I don’t think i will get over this and over him.  He is always on my mind, but I know he would want me to move forward without him and be happy to continue my life so I am trying to do it and be happy and do this for him.  He never liked me to be sad so I have to be strong.